They say...
...too much sleep is a sign of depression.
And in my case that may be true.
There's some part of the body when it loses life all it wants to do is sleep. Because it is like death in a small part. Sometimes I see a point in the finality of an end. Every story has to end someway. If not nothing would ever begin.
And when you find that your waking hours are unsavoury and life is not what you wished it would be, part of you seeks death as though the story were drawn well past its finishing point and the audience is yawning. Within sleep, even fragmented and disjointed sleep, therein lies a death.
I guess death isn't really an end. And no end is really an end. It's just an escape from one beginning to the next. And depressed people all they really do is escape...
So I escape... I sleep.
And in my case that may be true.
There's some part of the body when it loses life all it wants to do is sleep. Because it is like death in a small part. Sometimes I see a point in the finality of an end. Every story has to end someway. If not nothing would ever begin.
And when you find that your waking hours are unsavoury and life is not what you wished it would be, part of you seeks death as though the story were drawn well past its finishing point and the audience is yawning. Within sleep, even fragmented and disjointed sleep, therein lies a death.
I guess death isn't really an end. And no end is really an end. It's just an escape from one beginning to the next. And depressed people all they really do is escape...
So I escape... I sleep.

2 Comments:
gotta love sleep eh? when 2/3 of the day is crap and unkind, 1/3 is still under one's control.
go and check your nose... u are having obstrctuve sleep apnea.... and are not resting enough, which leads to irritabliity and poor concentration/1
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